I admit that I still miss you. Yes,
For the first time after months of showing you that I no longer care about you,
I'll admit that I am still mourning every night because of your absence.
You might think that I've already moved on, and it's because I do not allow you to see how vulnerable I am without you.
I had to be heartless because, after all the things that you did to hurt me, they left some scars within me, which I have struggled to heal until now.
But despite the sadness and pain that you ''may'' have caused me, pfft.
I must admit that I still long for the days that you were holding me in your arms, planting kisses on my forehead, and making me feel protected.
It's a terrible feeling to miss someone who broke my heart.
I hate myself for still remembering the good memories that we've shared together instead of remembering how you betrayed me, broke your promises, and made me question my worth.
After months of not showing any fear of living my life without you,
I'll admit that I am still hurting. I am still not letting go. .
Even though I have already distanced myself from you, .
It takes a lot of courage for me to admit this, but I know that I can no longer lie to myself. No matter how much I try my best to remain strong without you, I am still breaking..
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